Right.

So that was a pretty huge failure.

My heart isn't happy so my body can't be either. It's a bit of a catch 22, no? I'm going to try again.

Day one. Ugh. Cleanse.

Liquid Diet: Day 16

I thought I would cheat a bit and only drink liquids today. I almost made it, too! Around 8pm I thought... maybe just a little something... so I had steamed broccoli. THEN I was helping out at work and they had Ding Dong's lying about, all willy nilly. I went for it.

Ps. This is my goal weight... or look, I should say since I haven't weighed myself.

Day 15

Diet was great until I had a snack ATTACK at midnight and ate a slice of chocolate cake. teeheehee.
Exercise was minimal....

Game On! Day 14

I quite possibly flushed the two weeks progress down the toilet with this weekend's debauchery, but it was well worth it! A million cheeseburgers, cigarettes, whiskey and kisses. Heaven.

Mental Health: Positive, productive day cleaning. I'm working to make my room more inviting.
Diet: Great. Went to the sto'.
Exercise: Jackie Warner is the SHIT! Constant motion. You NEVER stop. And the dvd is set up so that you can work on one area for twenty minutes or the entire body for an hour. Love it.
Bad Stuff: Zero

Day 10

Mental Health: Good
Diet: Good
Exercise: Zero
Alcohol, Cigs and Facebook stalking: zero

Got a new work-out video from Jackie on Bravo. I'll let you know how it goes.

Bellytimber: Day 9

I have some good news... and I have some bad news.

The good news is that I woke up at 7am to jog. First, that's super fucking early. Second, I jogged further still. I'm so proud of myself.

The bad news is that I smoked two cigarettes and had two drinks. I have no excuse. The girls were all together at Razzles and I wanted to.

Reset time... My goal was to stay sober for two weeks. Until Sara's birthday on the 12th. Womp womp.

Day 8

I was all ready for a nice little jog when me and the boys started talking about movies... and then they started to talk about scary movies. I scare easily. I jog at night. So I quickly put away my running shoes.

Everything: Okay.

Ps. I finally have my very own internet now!! So I will be a better blogger.